Look at me...

You may think you see who I really am...

But you'll never know me...

Every day, it's as if I play a part...

Now I see if I wear a mask I can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart...

Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? 

When will my reflection show who I am inside? 

I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart and what I believe in...

But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart and be loved for who I am...

Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? 

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time? 

When will my reflection show who I am inside? 

There's a heart that must be free to fly... 

That burns with a need to know the reason why...

Why must we all conceal what we think, how we feel? 

Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? 

I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time...

yup yup, that lyric's song is really 'me'
i really mean the meaning of every single words
for being honest right now right here,
i've lied to everyone around me
it's just not the real me when they see me
i wear so many masks all the time
i'm to scare to show them how bad i really am
i have to lie...i don't want left behind alone
but so far they like 'the fake' me until today
so where's the real me now?
and i wonder who i really am now?
am i fake or real?
i want to let them see what's inside of me
but i'm coward in this case
don't know too still how long can i make it
or will it be kept nothing until the day i die?

the way i feel...

im not alone, but im lonely...
im not defect, but i dislike my self...
im not suffer but i hate my life...
how could that be?
is that because i never feel grateful?
no...i always thank for everything i have...
is that because im egoist?
no...i always care to people around me more than to my own self...
then...why is that?
is there someone out there who ever feel the same like i do?
feel happy? never doubt...i often feel that way too...
but its just a temporary emotion for me...
anyway, whatever it takes, i'll make a choice!
life is just once so i'll try to enjoy my every day, even it sucks...