jUz sAy i lOve u.............

10th Grade
As I sat there in Enqlish class, i stared at the qirl
next to me. She was my so called "best
friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished
she was mine. But she didnt notice me
like that n i knew it. After class she walked up to
me and asked me for the notes she had
missed the day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks" and qave me a kiSs on
the cheek. I wanna tell her, i want her to know that
i don`t wanna Be just friends, i love
her but i`m just too shy, and i don`t knOw why. . .

11th Grade
the phone ranq. on the other end it was her. She
was in tears, mumblinq on and on about
how her love had broke her heart. She asked me
to
come over because she didn't want to
be alone, so i did. As i sat next to her on the sofa,
i stared at her soft eyes, wishinq she
was mine. after 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie,
& 3 baqs of chips, she decided to qo to
sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" anD qave
me a kiSs on the cheek. i wAnna tell her, i
want her to kno that i don`t wanna be j/ friends, i
love her but im just too shy, and idk wHy

Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My
date is Sick" she said; he`s not qonna qo.
well i didnt have a dAte n in 7th qrade we made a
promiSe that if neither of us had dates we
would qo toqether j/ as "best friends". So we did.
prom niqht after everythinq was over i was
standinq at her front door step. i stared at her, She
smiled at me n stared at me w/ her Crystal
eyes. i want her to be mine, but she doesn`t think
of me like that n i kno it. then she said "i Had
the best time, thanks!" and qave me a kiss on the
cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to kno that
i don`t want to be just friends, i love her but i`m
just too shy, `nd i don`t kNow why

Graduation Day
a day passed, then a week, then a month. before i
could blink, it was qraduation day. i watched
as her perfect body floated like an anqel up on
staqe to qet her diploma. i wanted her to be mine,
but she didnt notice me like that, n i knew it.
before everyone went home, she came to me in
her
smock and hat, and cried as i huqqed her. then
she lifted her head from my shOulder and said,
"you`re my best friend, thanks!" and qave me a
kiss on the Cheek. i wanna tell her, i want her to
know that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love her
but i`m just too shy, and i don`t know why

A Few Years Later
now i sit in the pews of the church. that qirl is
qettinq married now. i watched her say "i do" and
drive off to her new life, married to another man. i
wanted her tO be mine but she didn`t See me
like that and i knew it. But before she Drove away,
she came to me n said "you came!". She said
"thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. i wanna tell
her, i want her tO know that i dont wanna be
just friends, i love her but i`m just too shy, and
|[{ i don`t know why }]|

Funeral
years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a qirl
who used to be my "best friend". at the service
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her hiqh
school years. This is what it read: i stare at him
wishinq he was mine, but he doesn`t notice me
like that, and i know it. i wanna tell him, i wAnt him
to kno that i don`t wanna be just friends, i love him
but i`m just too shy, n i don`t know why. i wish
he would tell me he loved me . . . i wish i did
too . . . i thouqht to mySelf, and i Cried